Call me selfish but I don’t want you to meet somebody that makes you forget about me.
Happy people do brave things and get what they want they reach out and take it like the people you see in movies and read about in stories. They are so many people I know and i see that are just like me hardly making life what they want it to be. You don’t fucking live forever. Go take happiness by the balls and drag it over to your place like a hot guy from the bar!
Its something I plan on working on and its something I hope everyone else starts working on too. I hate feeling like I’m stuck being this crappy me that I’ve always been. I want to be the girl I am in my dreams. Brave. Happy. In love. And making shit work the way I need to.
I still remember the feeling I felt when I first started talking to you.